Alright, so...first of all, a warning:  I am NOT a top OR a Dominant.   I'm just me:  a slave [to ONE] with brutally sadistic tendencies.  By that, I mean that I get off on causing a person both physical and emotional agony as well as controlling as much of their lives as possible.  Confused yet?  I used to be, but fuck it.  I'm happy enough to quit analyzing and just accept the fact that I'm an absolute pervert.

I'm owned.  My Owner is quite a bit older than me and is a pornographer (you may have seen his videos!).  He knows of all my desires and totally approves of my search for playthings and torture toys.  In fact, he's so approving of this that he may join in the fun of torturing and using you on occasion!  If you've got issues with anything I've just said, feel free to quit reading now.

To say that I know everything there is to know about how to torture a person would be a lie.  I *will* say that I've had some experience with this, and I've definitely enjoyed seeing a person in absolute agony caused by ME.    However, I have yet to find a person who's capable of taking all the pain I want to give to them AND who's willing to let me learn and grow with them.

I'm not going to make a huge list of all the things I'm into.  I'll just say this:  I play hard, I'm into some very extreme stuff and most likely, I'll be giggling while I'm hurting you.  I enjoy cuckolds, sissies, foot freaks, and masochists... it'd be very nice if I could find all of this in one person.  I also like to be spoiled, so if you're not into that, we're not going to get along.  A few of the most important traits I seek in anyone are devotion, intelligence and maturity.  If you're to serve me, expect hard use, manipulation, torture, objectification, and occasional exploitation. 

If you'd like to know more about me, feel free to PM me.  But for the love of GOD, don't speak in third person, cyber kneel and/or beg, or call me Mistress/Ma'am, etc.  My name is Joy; call me that and I'll be happy. 

Phone sessions are available through keen.  Web sessions available as well - a webcam, camera phone, or digital camera would be preferred so I can see you're actually doing what I've ordered you to do.  And yes, I'm greedy as a mofo and WILL be using you financially.  I'm seeking real-time as well, but I'm not about to go out and meet you after only a couple conversations. 

{Page is under MAJOR construction...I just threw this together 'cause I keep screwing up on the frames page!  GAH!}